Got up all as normal yesterday, 4.30 up, 5.00 bus, 5.45 train, 6.30 Central.

Got to Central... Wait.. -dashes-

I had to run for the bathroom, not fun in steel capped boots by the way, and then proceeded to empty out the contents of my stomach :\

Charming.

Have no idea why.

Finally gathered the energy to get to work after it had passed. Jason looked at me like i was going to die, completely pale or something, Michael didn't call me Spears or be pissed off at me when I got in.

Laurence is lovely, told me to go home, offered me a lift to the station as well, bless him.

... Well I can't really work around food after being sick.

So! Back home again.

Off again today, all my joints ache, i'm freezing cold, slept most of the day.

... I can't get fired for this right? I mean I am sick. Be back on Monday most definatly, i can't have this much time off work.

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Besides the sickness, i have been reading a lovely book lately, A Perfect Waiter by Alain Claude Sulzer.


  It's so... wonderfully haunting.

  I don't really know how else to describe it, it's a love story, an experienced waiter Erneste who falls in love with a new trainee
  waiter Jakob Meier, set in the summer of 1935, until he is betrayed and deserted by Jakob. The story seems to continuously
  switch between times, 1935 and 1966, where he receives a letter from Jakob, the first in decades.

  I recommend this to anyone who does not mind or who likes  to read about homosexual romance, it reminds us that it has only
  just be recently that homosexual relationships have just started to be tolerated, but, when it comes down to it, this is a story
  of heartbreak, romance, deception and the lives that some try so desperately to conceal.

  I bought it on my trudge to Town Hall station from Central with James and Martin from my TAFE course :3

  I actually have good male friends! .. When did that happen?

  Although i do feel a tad out of place sometimes, since i'm the youngest and everyone is waaaay older than me.

  ... I also want to start dating again :\ But i have absolutely no interest in dating anyone in their 'teens'. So yes.. 20 to 25, but
  that is a tad older than me, 18 soon compared to that age. Mum would just about kill me, everyone would just about kill me,
  the fact that i want to date a woman would make it even worst, everyone would viciously murder me :\

  -growls-

  Oooh look! A Dalek!

  -Wanders off to watch Doctor Who-